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Riverfriend

by BEND

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Zarek DeGarmo
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Zarek DeGarmo The sound and vocals feel so unique compared to most music nowadays. Recently, I discovered gnash was in charge of production for BEND, which just proved how talented and diverse he is. I would love to see another BEND project, and maybe even gnash promoting BEND some more to expose more people to this awesome music. Favorite track: Short Crush.
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1.
He’s on the Jupiter Cruise. He’s in the daily news. I wondered what his name was. I watched his family say good-bye. I woke up and the sun was gone. Yes, I woke up far too late. He’s on the Jupiter Cruise (And he won’t come down).
He’s in the daily news (In every town).
2.
He was a hero of a modern age. He had us figured out. So many people are so filled with rage. And we filled him doubt. North Carolina, it wasn’t her place, They said when she was found. She don’t belong in the human race. She couldn’t stick around. She’s so cruel and so sad, And oh, she don’t care about strangers. She loved romances and sun And dresses and movies and danger. He said, No Mama it’s just a phase. She said, This ain’t your home. Out on the street he sold wisdom for praise And wept in mono-chrome. She can’t stop dancing and tripping And falling and smoking and sipping. And all the colors around her are Haunting and changing and dripping. So tonight, while everyone else was wasting, I stayed in. He cried. She moaned. I’m taking care of him. (Do you have someone you can see tonight?) Yeah I do, but I feel useless. (You’re almost there, just walk toward the light) Oh, how did I confuse this?
3.
Jacky Bryan 03:44
Back in the heartland When they said you were growing up, You were already dying. Then you were older, In the woods, they told you nothing was real But they were surely lying. Cause you were born with a heart of golden slush And a mind to rely on, You never thought this unexpecting rock Would be the planet you’d die on. To all the strangers I’ve kissed And all the ones that I’ve missed, My name is Jacky Bryan And If you’re hearing this now, It means I’m already gone But let’s not waste time crying. Way back when solitude was just a word you’d heard And not a thought you’d consider, There was a time when your home was beautiful And now your home has gone bitter. All of the voices All of the human girls All of the voices Talking about starting a new world. Beautiful, there are trees coming out of the ground. Wonderful, in all of earth not a discordant sound. Beneath the radio waves, In a time of terror and slipping phase, A girl is trying hard to change her. There was a time she felt alive, And then the world was on fire, And she was kissing strangers. But in the end, she knows, she doesn’t mean much And oh, she can’t explain why she’s crying. Out in the meadow and no one wants to talk, And heaven knows that she’s trying.
4.
Darkness aside, I’m fine. If by mistake I smile, I have found a frog in the river bend, Made my tiny frog my riverfriend. Never-ending nights, sober when the lights come on. God I been buried alive so long. Slowing down the clock is such a monstrous force. Breaking in the stars is such a terrifying chore. (Dance with me) Hold me in your hands, Take another drag, and Put your hands where I can see ‘em. (Eat my blood) Love the aftertaste, Think it’s pretty swell. Wish I loved your living soul as well. All my highest highs, All my oldest fears, Lost ‘em all when I Wiped my riverfriend’s tears. (Dance with me) How I wish that I could dance again, See the light of day by the river bend, And feel, finally feel, like a human. (Eat my blood) Take my lifeless hull, Make it beautiful, And away from this world and from this planet. All my highest highs, All the woods that clear, Lost ‘em all when I Lost my riverfriend here. All my highest highs, All the love I send, Lost it all when I Lost my river bend friend.
5.
No Space 03:19
Randomly, on a summer night last year, I was flung into the ocean For my head to stop and my life to start. They stripped my soul of all emotion, And they made me learn these words by heart: There is no space. I could have called to arms A pixelated version of you, but There is no space. It’s a wonder that we’re grounded at all. And now everything is moving away And I wondered why I’m feeling so small I built this house up from scratch. It’s amazing that I did it alone, but There is no space. I believed them when they taught me back in school And they’ve vanished again without a trace And they left me on this earth to look a fool. I thought I resented my childhood, But all the memories were just in my head. There is no space. They said Earth would bring you down and that’s for sure. But they’ve lied to me before and they’ll lie again. I’m Eurydice’s forever and for more. I could have invented light, I could have been the man on the moon, but There is no space. There’s a reason that they get you when you’re young. They read all of our stories from off our face, But they overlooked the blind, the dead, the dumb. One of these days, They’re gonna find out. I’m gonna tell them all what you did.
6.
Short Crush 03:26
Are you waiting on me? Are you waiting on me? Can you see the irony in that? Let’s go out a couple nights. One feels up while the other bites. Let’s do what feels all right. Let’s not fight. Let’s take drugs, let’s fake hugs, Let’s got lost in each other’s arms. I was waiting on the back of the hill, Now I’m staring at the highway And I’m trying to stand still, but... Are you patient? Oh please. Are you patient? Are you free? Can you see? How obscene is that? I was counting on deceit of the day To create a proper feeling of What I was gonna say, But I would make a false report That said I never trusted strangers And my crushes weren’t short. Used to think life was bad, Always wanted what others had. Never could understand. But I’m older now, So they say. Wonder how I’ll feel today. I was waiting on the back of the hill, Now I’m staring at the highway And I’m trying to stand still. But I’ve been waiting on my life to be this way, So I’ll tell you where I live If you never go away. Do you think this is the reason that I’ve been falling apart And do you think that there are people Who will take you as you are? Do you think that that’s a feeling people have? Come on now, make a scene. Come tomorrow I’m coming clean. Cross my heart, hope to die. Always wonder when next I’ll lie. Let’s take drugs, let’s fake hugs. Let’s get lost in each other’s arms. Let’s make love. Let’s make love.
7.
Supertimes 04:38
Your highs, Your lows, Your fasts, Your slows, Your bleeding hearts, Your faithless cries, You’re gonna die. Your supertimes. On Earth, You know, There are people who Go slow. But not around These supertimes. Don’t think I’m ready Think I’m ready for these supertimes. Don’t think I’m ready Think I’m ready for these supertimes.
8.
Floating 04:14
9.
Everyone 03:27
Started running away everywhere that I go. Gotta get away from the window. Started thinking about all the things I ignore. Gotta keep away from the door. And I think I’m a little upset, just because The world, the world, the world And everyone in it. I’ve been so very upset. Started making escapes just to see what it’s like, But you can’t get far on a gym bike. I started seeing what’s up in the world at a glance. Never going back, not a chance.
10.
All my highest highs, All the woods that clear, Lost ‘em all when I Lost my riverfriend here.
11.
Wind in the walls tearing us apart. Smoke in the light, whispers in the dark. Do you have an acute fear Of the bugs crawling under your skin? And does it ever hurt to hear You rot from the outside in? Sitting on the floor, waiting to hit the wall Like when I was a child, waiting in the hall. And I shouldn’t make fun of myself, But it’s really so easy. All of your books on a shelf, Your eye on the easel. (Oh make it so) We are creating. (Oh make it so) And within, created life (Oh make it so) With a hexagon (Oh make it so) And a pocketknife (Oh make it so) We are cooling off And with a pocket of songs and a half, We are traveling. We are traveling. We are. We are traveling Into the fading light. We are traveling Into the fading light.

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BEND
is Sean Eads and Garrett Nash
RIVERFRIEND
was recorded in Poughkeepsie, New York and Los Angeles,
California between July 2012 and July 2013.

Riverfriend is about the ubiquitous feeling of not belonging, as told from the alien perspective of outsider Jacky Bryan and the people he encounters after he lands on present day Earth.

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released July 9, 2013

Content written and performed by Sean Eads, except:
background vocals on track 6 by Katy Palermo,
guitar on track 2 by Max Crane.
bass on tracks 3, 5, 7, and 11 by John Snow.
Executive Production by Garrett Nash

Artwork by James Eads
Vibes managed by A. Gold and J. Hargear.

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BEND is a mercurial project from Los Angeles, fronted by singer-songwriter and electronic musician Sean Eads. BEND's live iteration features various musicians and recordings feature production by gnash.

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